Ineverbelievedintheproject,andhaveseennoreasontoaltermyoriginalopinion。Iamnotsorryforyourownsake,thatitistobeatanend,nor,Iamsure,willyouregretityourselfinafteryears。
“Afewwordsmoreasregardsyourownprospects。Youhave,asI
believeyouknow,asmallinheritance,whichisyourslegallyunderyourgrandfather’swill。Thisbequestwasmadeinadvertently,and,Ibelieve,entirelythroughamisunderstandingonthelawyer’spart。
Thebequestwasprobablyintendednottotakeeffecttillafterthedeathofyourmotherandmyself;nevertheless,asthewillisactuallyworded,itwillnowbeatyourcommandifyoulivetobetwenty-oneyearsold。Fromthis,however,largedeductionsmustbemade。Therewillbelegacyduty,andIdonotknowwhetherIamnotentitledtodeducttheexpensesofyoureducationandmaintenancefrombirthtoyourcomingofage;Ishallnotinalllikelihoodinsistonthisrighttothefull,ifyouconductyourselfproperly,butaconsiderablesumshouldcertainlybededucted,therewillthereforeremainverylittle——say1000poundsor2000poundsattheoutside,aswhatwillbeactuallyyours——butthestrictestaccountshallberenderedyouinduetime。
“This,letmewarnyoumostseriously,isallthatyoumustexpectfrommeevenErnestsawthatitwasnotfromTheobaldatallatanyratetillaftermydeath,whichforaughtanyofusknowmaybeyetmanyyearsdistant。Itisnotalargesum,butitissufficientifsupplementedbysteadinessandearnestnessofpurpose。YourmotherandIgaveyouthenameErnest,hopingthatitwouldremindyoucontinuallyof——“butIreallycannotcopymoreofthiseffusion。Itwasallthesameoldwill-shakinggameandcamepracticallytothis,thatErnestwasnogood,andthatifhewentonashewasgoingonnow,hewouldprobablyhavetogoaboutthestreetsbeggingwithoutanyshoesorstockingssoonafterhehadleftschool,oratanyrate,college;andthathe,Theobald,andChristinawerealmosttoogoodforthisworldaltogether。