repliedintheaffirmative。Thensaidhe,’Cometothefrontseat。’Theysangandprayedandtalkedwithme。Iexperiencednothingbutunaccountablewretchedness。TheydeclaredthatthereasonwhyIdidnot’obtainpeace’wasbecauseIwasnotwillingtogiveupalltoGod。Afterabouttwohourstheministersaidwewouldgohome。Asusual,onretiring,Iprayed。Ingreatdistress,Iatthistimesimplysaid,’Lord,IhavedoneallI
can,Ileavethewholematterwiththee。’Immediately,likeaflashoflight,therecametomeagreatpeace,andIaroseandwentintomyparents’bedroomandsaid,’Idofeelsowonderfullyhappy。’ThisIregardasthehourofconversion。ItwasthehourinwhichIbecameassuredofdivineacceptanceandfavor。
Sofarasmylifewasconcerned,itmadelittleimmediatechange。”
Themostcharacteristicofalltheelementsoftheconversioncrisis,andthelastoneofwhichIshallspeak,istheecstasyofhappinessproduced。Wehavealreadyheardseveralaccountsofit,butIwilladdacouplemore。PresidentFinney’sissovividthatIgiveitatlength:——
“Allmyfeelingsseemedtoriseandflowout;andtheutteranceofmyheartwas,’IwanttopourmywholesoulouttoGod。’TherisingofmysoulwassogreatthatIrushedintothebackroomofthefrontoffice,topray。Therewasnofireandnolightintheroom;neverthelessitappearedtomeasifitwereperfectlylight。AsIwentinandshutthedoorafterme,itseemedasifImettheLordJesusChristfacetoface。Itdidnotoccurtomethen,nordiditforsometimeafterwards,thatitwaswhollyamentalstate。Onthecontrary,itseemedtomethatIsawhimasIwouldseeanyotherman。Hesaidnothingbutlookedatmeinsuchamannerastobreakmerightdownathisfeet。Ihavealwayssinceregardedthisasamostremarkablestateofmind;