OfcourseKostiaandKittyhavesomuchtactthatwedon’tfeelit;butitcan’tgoon。They’llhavechildren,theywon’tbeabletokeepus;it’sadragonthemasitis。Howispapa,whohashardlyanythingleftforhimself,tohelpus?SothatIcan’tevenbringthechildrenupbymyself,andmayfindithardwiththehelpofotherpeople,atthecostofhumiliation。
Why,evenifwesupposethegreatestgoodluck,thatthechildrendon’tdie,andIbringthemupsomehow。Attheverybestthey’llsimplybedecentpeople。That’sallIcanhopefor。Andtogainsimplythat-whatagonies,whattoil!……One’swholeliferuined!’Againsherecalledwhattheyoungpeasantwomanhadsaid,andagainshewasrevoltedatthethought;butshecouldnothelpadmittingthattherewasagrainofbrutaltruthinthewords。
`Isitfarnow,Mikhaila?’DaryaAlexandrovnaaskedthecountinghouseclerk,toturnhermindfromthoughtsthatwerefrighteningher。
`Fromthisvillage,theysay,it’ssevenverstas。’
Thecarriagedrovealongthevillagestreetandontoabridge。