ConclusionofthisBook。
ButbeforeIlaunchoutintothoseimmensedepthsofphilosophy,whichliebeforeme,Ifindmyselfinclin’dtostopamomentinmypresentstation,andtoponderthatvoyage,whichIhaveundertaken,andwhichundoubtedlyrequirestheutmostartandindustrytobebroughttoahappyconclusion。MethinksIamlikeaman,whohavingstruckonmanyshoals,andhavingnarrowlyescap’dshipwreckinpassingasmallfrith,hasyetthetemeritytoputouttoseainthesameleakyweather-beatenvessel,andevencarrieshisambitionsofarastothinkofcompassingtheglobeunderthesedisadvantageouscircumstances。Mymemoryofpasterrorsandperplexities,makesmediffidentforthefuture。Thewretchedcondition,weakness,anddisorderofthefaculties,Imustemployinmyenquiries,encreasemyapprehensions。Andtheimpossibilityofamendingorcorrectingthesefaculties,reducesmealmosttodespair,andmakesmeresolvetoperishonthebarrenrock,onwhichIamatpresent,ratherthanventuremyselfuponthatboundlessocean,whichrunsoutintoimmensity。Thissuddenviewofmydangerstrikesmewithmelancholy;andas’tisusualforthatpassion,aboveallothers,toindulgeitself;Icannotforbearfeedingmydespair,withallthosedespondingreflections,whichthepresentsubjectfurnishesmewithinsuchabundance。
Iamfirstaffrightedandconfoundedwiththatforelornsolitude,inwhichIamplac’dinmyphilosophy,andfancymyselfsomestrangeuncouthmonster,whonotbeingabletomingleanduniteinsociety,hasbeenexpell’dallhumancommerce,andleftutterlyabandon’danddisconsolate。Fainwou’dIrunintothecrowdforshelterandwarmth;butcannotprevailwithmyselftomixwithsuchdeformity。Icalluponotherstojoinme,inordertomakeacompanyapart;butnoonewillhearkentome。Everyonekeepsatadistance,anddreadsthatstorm,whichbeatsuponmefromeveryside。Ihaveexpos’dmyselftotheenmityofallmetaphysicians,logicians,mathematicians,andeventheologians;andcanIwonderattheinsultsImustsuffer?Ihavedeclar’dmydisapprobationoftheirsystems;andcanIbesurpriz’d,iftheyshou’dexpressahatredofmineandofmyperson?WhenIlookabroad,Iforeseeoneveryside,dispute,contradiction,anger,calumnyanddetraction。WhenIturnmyeyeinward,Ifindnothingbutdoubtandignorance。Alltheworldconspirestoopposeandcontradictme;tho’suchismyweakness,thatIfeelallmyopinionsloosenandfallofthemselves,whenunsupportedbytheapprobationofothers。EverystepItakeiswithhesitation,andeverynewreflectionmakesmedreadanerrorandabsurdityinmyreasoning。
ForwithwhatconfidencecanIventureuponsuchboldenterprises,whenbesidethosenumberlessinfirmitiespeculiartomyself,Ifindsomanywhicharecommontohumannature?CanIbesure,thatinleavingallestablishedopinionsIamfollowingtruth;andbywhatcriterionshallIdistinguishher,eveniffortuneshou’datlastguidemeonherfoot-steps?Afterthemostaccurateandexactofmyreasonings,IcangivenoreasonwhyIshou’dassenttoit;andfeelnothingbutastrongpropensitytoconsiderobjectsstronglyinthatview,underwhichtheyappeartome。Experienceisaprinciple,whichinstructsmeintheseveralconjunctionsofobjectsforthepast。Habitisanotherprinciple,whichdeterminesmetoexpectthesameforthefuture;andbothofthemconspiringtooperateupontheimagination,makemeformcertainideasinamoreintenseandlivelymanner,thanothers,whicharenotattendedwiththesameadvantages。Withoutthisquality,bywhichthemindenlivenssomeideasbeyondotherswhichseeminglyissotrivial,andsolittlefoundedonreasonwecou’dneverassenttoanyargument,norcarryourviewbeyondthosefewobjects,whicharepresenttooursenses。Nay,eventotheseobjectswecou’dneverattributeanyexistence,butwhatwasdependentonthesenses;andmustcomprehendthementirelyinthatsuccessionofperceptions,whichconstitutesourselforperson。Nayfarther,evenwithrelationtothatsuccession,wecou’donlyadmitofthoseperceptions,whichareimmediatelypresenttoourconsciousness,norcou’dthoselivelyimages,withwhichthememorypresentsus,beeverreceiv’dastruepicturesofpastperceptions。Thememory,senses,andunderstandingare,therefore,allofthemfoundedontheimagination,orthevivacityofourideas。
Nowonderaprinciplesoinconstantandfallaciousshou’dleadusintoerrors,whenimplicitlyfollow’dasitmustbeinallitsvariations。’Tisthisprinciple,whichmakesusreasonfromcausesandeffects;and’tisthesameprinciple,whichconvincesusofthecontinu’dexistenceofexternalobjects,whenabsentfromthesenses。Buttho’thesetwooperationsbeequallynaturalandnecessaryinthehumanmind,yetinsomecircumstancestheyare47directlycontrary,norisitpossibleforustoreasonjustlyandregularlyfromcausesandeffects,andatthesametimebelievethecontinu’dexistenceofmatter。Howthenshallweadjustthoseprinciplestogether?Whichofthemshallweprefer?Orincasewepreferneitherofthem,butsuccessivelyassenttoboth,asisusualamongphilosophers,withwhatconfidencecanweafterwardsusurpthatglorioustitle,whenwethusknowinglyembraceamanifestcontradiction?