Buttheveryintensityofhispurposebecamealmostasubstituteforactioninit。Whilehewasyetuninformedofthetraitor\'sretreat,itservedtodiverthismindfromhisowncalamity,andtoentertainitwithanotherprospect。Thebrotherandsisterofhisfalsefavouritehadnosuchrelief;everythingintheirhistory,pastandpresent,gavehisdelinquencyamoreafflictingmeaningtothem。
Thesistermayhavesometimessadlythoughtthatifshehadremainedwithhim,thecompanionandfriendshehadbeenonce,hemighthaveescapedthecrimeintowhichhehadfallen。Ifsheeverthoughtso,itwasstillwithoutregretforwhatshehaddone,withouttheleastdoubtofherduty,withoutanypricingandenhancingofherself-devotion。Butwhenthispossibilitypresenteditselftotheerringandrepentantbrother,asitsometimesdid,itsmoteuponhisheartwithsuchakeen,reproachfultouchashecouldhardlybear。Noideaofretortuponhiscruelbrothercameintohismind。
Newaccusationofhimself,freshinwardlamentingsoverhisownunworthiness,andtheruininwhichitwasatoncehisconsolationandhisself-reproachthathedidnotstandalone,werethesolekindofreflectionstowhichthediscoverygaveriseinhim。
Itwasontheverysamedaywhoseeveningsetuponthelastchapter,andwhenMr。Dombey\'sworldwasbusiestwiththeelopementofhiswife,thatthewindowoftheroominwhichthebrotherandsistersatattheirearlybreakfast,wasdarkenedbytheunexpectedshadowofamancomingtothelittleporch:whichmanwasPerchtheMessenger。
`I\'vesteppedoverfromBallsPondataearlyhour,\'saidMr。