ChickorMissTox——daredeverwhispertohimthattherehad,onanyoneoccasion,beentheleastreasonforuneasinessinreferencetolittlePaul。
Hehadsettled,withinhimself,thatthechildmustnecessarilypassthroughacertainroutineofminormaladies,andthatthesoonerhedidsothebetter。Ifhecouldhaveboughthimoff,orprovidedasubstitute,asinthecaseofanunluckydrawingforthemilitia,hewouldhavebeengladtodosoonliberalterms。Butasthiswasnotfeasible,hemerelywondered,inhishaughtymanner,nowandthen,whatNaturemeantbyit;andcomfortedhimselfwiththereflectionthattherewasanothermilestonepassedupontheroad,andthatthegreatendofthejourneylaysomuchthenearer。
Forthefeelinguppermostinhismind,nowandconstantlyintensifying,andincreasinginitasPaulgrewolder,wasimpatience。Impatienceforthetimetocome,whenhisvisionsoftheirunitedconsequenceandgrandeurwouldbetriumphantlyrealized。
SomePhilosopherstellusthatselfishnessisattherootofourbestlovesandaffections。Mr。Dombey\'syoungchildwas,fromthebeginning,sodistinctlyimportanttohimasapartofhisowngreatness,orwhichisthesamethingofthegreatnessofDombeyandSon,thatthereisnodoubthisparentalaffectionmighthavebeeneasilytraced,likemanyagoodlysuper-structureoffairfame,toaverylowfoundation。Buthelovedhissonwithallthelovehehad。Iftherewereawarmplaceinhisfrostyheart,hissonoccupiedit;ifitsveryhardsurfacecouldreceivetheimpressionofanyimage,theimageofthatsonwasthere;thoughnotsomuchasaninfant,orasaboy,butasagrownman——the`Son\'oftheFirm。
Thereforehewasimpatienttoadvanceintothefuture,andtohurryovertheinterveningpassagesofhishistory。Thereforehehadlittleornoanxietyaboutthem,inspiteofhislove;feelingasiftheboyhadacharmedlife,andmustbecomethemanwithwhomheheldsuchconstantcommunicationinhisthoughts,andforwhomheplannedandprojected,asforanexistingreality,everyday。