Themorningwasfaradvancedbeforehecouldgotobed。Whenthefirstlightoftheaurorabrokethesky,helookedoutagain;——andthefirstglimmeringsofthemorninginthewoodweremoredreadfulthanthedeepestdarknessofthepastnight。Possessedbyanewhorror,hethoughthowawfulitwouldbetoseeabelatedghost,hurryingawayinhelplesshaste。Thespectrewouldbeyetmoreterribleinthegreylightofthecomingday,andtheazurebreezesofthemorning,whichtoitwouldbelikeanewandmorefearfuldeath,thanamidstitsownhomelysepulchraldarkness;whilethesilenceallaround——silenceinlight——couldbefitonlythatdreadseasonoflonelinesswhenmenarelostinsleep,andghosts,iftheywalkatall,walkindismay。
Butatlengthfearyieldedtosleep,thoughstillhetroubledhershortreign。
Whenheawoke,hefounditsolate,thatitwasallhecoulddotogetdownintimeforbreakfast。Butsoanxiouswashenottobelaterthanusual,thathewasintheroombeforeMr。Arnoldmadehisappearance。Euphra,however,wastherebeforehim。Shegreetedhimintheusualway,quitecircumspectly。Butshelookedtroubled。
Herfacewasverypale,andhereyeswerered,asiffromsleeplessnessorweeping。Whenheruncleentered,sheaddressedhimwithmoregaietythanusual,andhedidnotperceivethatanythingwasamisswithher。Butthewholeofthatdayshewalkedasinareverie,avoidingHughtwoorthreetimesthattheychancedtomeetwithoutathirdpersonintheneighbourhood。Onceintheforenoon——whenshewasgenerallytobefoundinherroom——hecouldnotrefrainfromtryingtoseeher。Thechangeandthemysterywereinsupportabletohim。Butwhenhetappedatherdoor,noanswercame;andhewalkedbacktoHarry,feeling,asif,byanunknowndoorinhisownsoul,hehadbeenshutoutofthehalfofhisbeing。
Orrather——awallseemedtohavebeenbuiltrightbeforehiseyes,whichstillwastherewhereverhewent。