Themoonlightfellallabouther,asithadonthefirstnightof,theirarrival,amonthbefore,butnowitseemedcoldand,cheerless,andgaveanaddedsenseoflonelinesstothesilent,house。Shedidnotgoinsidetoread,asshehadpromisedtodo,butsatforthenexthourlookingoutacrosstheharbor。She,couldnotblameAlice。SheconsideredthatAlicealwaysmovedby,rulesandprecedents,likeaqueeninagameofchess,andshe,wonderedwhy。Itmadelifesotameanduninteresting,andyet,peopleinvariablyadmiredAlice,andsomeonehadspokenofher,asthenoblestexampleofthemoderngentlewoman。Shewas,sureshecouldnotgrowuptobeanythinglikethat。Shewas,quiteconfidentthatshewasgoingtodisappointherfamily。She,wonderedifpeoplewouldlikeherbetterifshewerediscreet,likeAlice,andlesslikeherbrotherTed。IfMr。Clay,for,instance,wouldlikeherbetter?,Shewonderedifhedisapproved,ofherridingontheenginewithMacWilliams,andofhertearing,throughtheminesonherpony,andspearingwithalanceof,sugar-caneatthemongrelcursthatrantosnapathisflanks。
Sherememberedhislookofastonishedamusementthedayhehad,caughtherinthisimpromptupig-sticking,andshefeltherself,growingredattherecollection。Shewassurehethoughthera,tomboy。Probablyheneverthoughtofheratall。
Hopeleanedbackinthechairandlookedupatthestarsabove,themountainsandtriedtothinkofanyofherheroesandprinces,infictionwhohadgonethroughsuchinterestingexperiencesas,hadMr。Clay。Someofthemhaddoneso,buttheywerecreatures,inabookandthisherowasalive,andsheknewhim,andhad,probablymadehimdespiseherasasillylittlegirlwhowas,scoldedandsentofftobedlikeadisobedientchild。Hopefelt,achokinginherthroatandsomethinglikeatearcreeptoher,eyes:butshewassurprisedtofindthatthefactdidnot,makeherashamedofherself。Sheownedthatshewaswounded,anddisappointed,andtomakeithardershecouldnothelp,picturingAliceandClaylaughingandtalkingtogetherinsome,cornerawayfromtheball-room,whileshe,whounderstoodhimso,well,andwhocouldnotfindthewordstotellhimhowmuchshe,valuedwhathewasandwhathehaddone,wasforgottenand,sittingherealone,likeCinderella,bytheemptyfireplace。
ThepicturewassopatheticasHopedrewit,thatforamoment,shefeltalmostatouchofself-pity,butthenextshelaughed,scornfullyatherownfoolishness,andrisingwithanimpatient,shrug,walkedawayinthedirectionofherroom。
Butbeforeshehadcrossedtheverandashewasstoppedbythe,soundofahorse’shoofsgallopingoverthehardsun-bakedroad,thatledfromthecity,andbeforeshehadsteppedforwardoutof,theshadowinwhichshestoodthehorsehadreachedthestepsand,hisriderhadpulledhimbackonhishaunchesandswunghimself,offbeforetheforefeethadtouchedtheground。