V。
ITwaslatenow,nearlyhalf-pasttwo,andtheprincedidnotfindGeneralEpanchinathome。Heleftacard,anddeterminedtolookupColia,whohadaroomatasmallhotelnear。Coliawasnotin,buthewasinformedthathemightbebackshortly,andhadleftwordthatifhewerenotinbyhalf-pastthreeitwastobeunderstoodthathehadgonetoPavlofsktoGeneralEpanchin’s,andwoulddinethere。Theprincedecidedtowaittillhalf-pastthree,andorderedsomedinner。Athalf-pastthreetherewasnosignofColia。Theprincewaiteduntilfouro’clock,andthenstrolledoffmechanicallywhereverhisfeetshouldcarryhim。
InearlysummerthereareoftenmagnificentdaysinSt。
Petersburg——bright,hotandstill。Thishappenedtobesuchaday。
Forsometimetheprincewanderedaboutwithoutaimorobject。Hedidnotknowthetownwell。Hestoppedtolookabouthimonbridges,atstreetcorners。Heenteredaconfectioner’sshoptorest,once。Hewasinastateofnervousexcitementandperturbation;henoticednothingandnoone;andhefeltacravingforsolitude,tobealonewithhisthoughtsandhisemotions,andtogivehimselfuptothempassively。Heloathedtheideaoftryingtoanswerthequestionsthatwouldriseupinhisheartandmind。\"Iamnottoblameforallthis,\"hethoughttohimself,halfunconsciously。