Anditwasofnousethat,whencatchingherselfinthisstateofmind,shecalledherselfafeeblespirit,acoward。ItwasnotthatshelovedRalphless,butthatalmostanythingseemedpreferabletorepudiatingthemostseriousact-thesinglesacredact-ofherlife。
Thatappearedtomakethewholefuturehideous。TobreakwithOsmondoncewouldbetobreakforever。anyopenacknowledgementofirreconcilableneedswouldbeanadmissionthattheirwholeattempthadprovedafailure。Forthemtherecouldbenocondonement,nocompromise,noeasyforgetfulness,noformalreadjustment。Theyhadattemptedonlyonething,butthatonethingwastohavebeenexquisite。Oncetheymisseditnothingelsewoulddo。therewasnoconceivablesubstituteforthatsuccess。Forthemoment,IsabelwenttotheHoteldeParisasoftenasshethoughtwell。themeasureofproprietywasinthecanonoftaste,andtherecouldn’thavebeenabetterproofthatmoralitywas,sotospeak,amatterofearnestappreciation。Isabel’sapplicationofthatmeasurehadbeenparticularlyfreeto-day,forinadditiontothegeneraltruththatshecouldn’tleaveRalphtodiealoneshehadsomethingimportanttoaskofhim。ThisindeedwasGilbert’sbusinessaswellasherown。
Shecameverysoontowhatshewishedtospeakof。Iwantyoutoanswermeaquestion。It’saboutLordWarburton。
IthinkIguessyourquestion,Ralphansweredfromhisarm-chair,outofwhichhisthinlegsprotrudedatgreaterlengththanever。
Verypossiblyyouguessit。Pleasethenanswerit。