Sheclosedhereyesasshesatinoneoftheduskycornersofthequietparlour。butitwasnotwithadesirefordozingforgetfulness。Itwasonthecontrarybecauseshefelttoowide-eyedandwishedtocheckthesenseofseeingtoomanythingsatonce。Herimaginationwasbyhabitridiculouslyactive。whenthedoorwasnotopenitjumpedoutofthewindow。Shewasnotaccustomedindeedtokeepitbehindbolts。andatimportantmoments,whenshewouldhavebeenthankfultomakeuseofherjudgementalone,shepaidthepenaltyofhavinggivenundueencouragementtothefacultyofseeingwithoutjudging。Atpresent,withhersensethatthenoteofchangehadbeenstruck,camegraduallyahostofimagesofthethingsshewasleavingbehindher。Theyearsandhoursofherlifecamebacktoher,andforalongtime,inastillnessbrokenonlybythetickingofthebigbronzeclock,shepassedtheminreview。Ithadbeenaveryhappylifeandshehadbeenaveryfortunateperson-thiswasthetruththatseemedtoemergemostvividly。Shehadhadthebestofeverything,andinaworldinwhichthecircumstancesofsomanypeoplemadethemunenviableitwasanadvantagenevertohaveknownanythingparticularlyunpleasant。ItappearedtoIsabelthattheunpleasanthadbeeneventooabsentfromherknowledge,forshehadgatheredfromheracquaintancewithliteraturethatitwasoftenasourceofinterestandevenofinstruction。Herfatherhadkeptitawayfromher-herhandsome,much-lovedfather,whoalwayshadsuchanaversiontoit。Itwasagreatfelicitytohavebeenhisdaughter。
Isabelroseeventoprideinherparentage。Sincehisdeathshehadseemedtoseehimasturninghisbraversidetohischildrenandasnothavingmanagedtoignoretheuglyquitesomuchinpracticeasinaspiration。Butthisonlymadehertendernessforhimgreater。itwasscarcelyevenpainfultohavetosupposehimtoogenerous,toogood-natured,tooindifferenttosordidconsiderations。Manypersonshadheldthathecarriedthisindifferencetoofar,especiallythelargenumberofthosetowhomheowedmoney。OftheiropinionsIsabelwasneververydefinitelyinformed。butitmayinterestthereadertoknowthat,whiletheyhadrecognizedinthelateMr。
Archeraremarkablyhandsomeheadandaverytakingmannerindeed,asoneofthemhadsaid,hewasalwaystakingsomething,theyhaddeclaredthathewasmakingaverypooruseofhislife。Hehadsquanderedasubstantialfortune,hehadbeendeplorablyconvivial,hewasknowntohavegambledfreely。Afewveryharshcriticswentsofarastosaythathehadnotevenbroughtuphisdaughters。Theyhadhadnoregulareducationandnopermanenthome。theyhadbeenatoncespoiledandneglected。theyhadlivedwithnursemaidsandgovernessesusuallyverybadonesorhadbeensenttosuperficialschools,keptbytheFrench,fromwhich,attheendofamonth,theyhadbeenremovedintears。ThisviewofthematterwouldhaveexcitedIsabel’sindignation,fortoherownsenseheropportunitieshadbeenlarge。EvenwhenherfatherhadlefthisdaughtersforthreemonthsatNeufchatelwithaFrenchbonnewhohadelopedwithaRussiannoblemanstayingatthesamehotel-eveninthisirregularsituationanincidentofthegirl’seleventhyearshehadbeenneitherfrightenednorashamed,buthadthoughtitaromanticepisodeinaliberaleducation。Herfatherhadalargewayoflookingatlife,ofwhichhisrestlessnessandevenhisoccasionalincoherencyofconducthadbeenonlyaproof。Hewishedhisdaughters,evenaschildren,toseeasmuchoftheworldaspossible。anditwasforthispurposethat,beforeIsabelwasfourteen,hehadtransportedthemthreetimesacrosstheAtlantic,givingthemoneachoccasion,however,butafewmonths’viewofthesubjectproposed:acoursewhichhadwhettedourheroine’scuriositywithoutenablinghertosatisfyit。Sheoughttohavebeenapartisanofherfather,forshewasthememberofhistriowhomostmadeuptohimforthedisagreeableshedidn’tmention。Inhislastdayshisgeneralwillingnesstotakeleaveofaworldinwhichthedifficultyofdoingasonelikedappearedtoincreaseasonegrewolderhadbeensensiblymodifiedbythepainofseparationfromhisclever,hissuperior,hisremarkablegirl。Later,whenthejourneystoEuropeceased,hestillhadshownhischildrenallsortsofindulgence,andifhehadbeentroubledaboutmoney-mattersnothingeverdisturbedtheirirreflectiveconsciousnessofmanypossessions。
Isabel,thoughshedancedverywell,hadnottherecollectionofhavingbeeninNewYorkasuccessfulmemberofthechoregraphiccircle。hersisterEdithwas,aseveryonesaid,soverymuchmorefetching。EdithwassostrikinganexampleofsuccessthatIsabelcouldhavenoillusionsastowhatconstitutedthisadvantage,orastothelimitsofherownpowertofriskandjumpandshriek-aboveallwithrightnessofeffect。NineteenpersonsoutoftwentyincludingtheyoungersisterherselfpronouncedEdithinfinitelytheprettierofthetwo。butthetwentieth,besidesreversingthisjudgement,hadtheentertainmentofthinkingalltheothersaestheticvulgarians。
IsabelhadinthedepthsofhernatureanevenmoreunquenchabledesiretopleasethanEdith。butthedepthsofthisyounglady’snaturewereaveryout-of-the-wayplace,betweenwhichandthesurfacecommunicationwasinterruptedbyadozencapriciousforces。Shesawtheyoungmenwhocameinlargenumberstoseehersister。butasageneralthingtheywereafraidofher。theyhadabeliefthatsomespecialpreparationwasrequiredfortalkingwithher。Herreputationofreadingagreatdealhungaboutherlikethecloudyenvelopeofagoddessinanepic。itwassupposedtoengenderdifficultquestionsandtokeeptheconversationatalowtemperature。