[\"Whenthereisleastfear,thereisforthemostpartleastdanger。\"——Livy,xxii。5。]
Ourpeoplearetoblamewhosaythatsuchanoneisafraidofdeath,whentheywouldexpressthathethinksofitandforeseesit:foresightisequallyconvenientinwhatconcernsus,whethergoodorill。Toconsiderandjudgeofdangeris,insomesort,thereversetobeingastounded。
Idonotfindmyselfstrongenoughtosustaintheforceandimpetuosityofthispassionoffear,norofanyothervehementpassionwhatever:ifI
wasonceconqueredandbeatendownbyit,Ishouldneverriseagainverysound。Whoevershouldoncemakemysoulloseherfooting,wouldneversetheruprightagain:sheretastesandresearchesherselftooprofoundly,andtoomuchtothequick,andthereforewouldneverletthewoundshehadreceivedhealandcicatrise。Ithasbeenwellformethatnosicknesshasyetdiscomposedher:ateverychargemadeuponme,I
preservemyutmostoppositionanddefence;bywhichmeansthefirstthatshouldroutmewouldkeepmefromeverrallyingagain。Ihavenoafter—