CHAPTERII
OFREPENTANCE
Othersformman;Ionlyreporthim:andrepresentaparticularone,illfashionedenough,andwhom,ifIhadtomodelhimanew,Ishouldcertainlymakesomethingelsethanwhatheisbutthat’spastrecalling。
Now,thoughthefeaturesofmypicturealterandchange,’tisnot,however,unlike:theworldeternallyturnsround;allthingsthereinareincessantlymoving,theearth,therocksofCaucasus,andthepyramidsofEgypt,bothbythepublicmotionandtheirown。Evenconstancyitselfisnootherbutaslowerandmorelanguishingmotion。Icannotfixmyobject;’tisalwaystotteringandreelingbyanaturalgiddiness;ItakeitasitisattheinstantIconsiderit;Idonotpaintitsbeing,I
paintitspassage;notapassingfromoneagetoanother,or,asthepeoplesay,fromseventosevenyears,butfromdaytoday,fromminutetominute,Imustaccommodatemyhistorytothehour:Imaypresentlychange,notonlybyfortune,butalsobyintention。’Tisacounterpartofvariousandchangeableaccidents,andofirresoluteimaginations,and,asitfallsout,sometimescontrary:whetheritbethatIamthenanotherself,orthatItakesubjectsbyothercircumstancesandconsiderations: