IneverseriouslysettledmyselftothereadinganybookofsolidlearningbutPlutarchandSeneca;andthere,liketheDanaides,I
eternallyfill,anditasconstantlyrunsout;somethingofwhichdropsuponthispaper,butlittleornothingstayswithme。Historyismyparticulargameastomatterofreading,orelsepoetry,forwhichIhaveparticularkindnessandesteem:for,asCleanthessaid,asthevoice,forcedthroughthenarrowpassageofatrumpet,comesoutmoreforcibleandshrill:so,methinks,asentencepressedwithintheharmonyofversedartsoutmorebrisklyupontheunderstanding,andstrikesmyearandapprehensionwithasmarterandmorepleasingeffect。AstothenaturalpartsIhave,ofwhichthisistheessay,Ifindthemtobowundertheburden;myfancyandjudgmentdobutgropeinthedark,trippingandstumblingintheway;andwhenIhavegoneasfarasIcan,Iaminnodegreesatisfied;Idiscoverstillanewandgreaterextentoflandbeforeme,withatroubledandimperfectsightandwrappedupinclouds,thatIamnotabletopenetrate。Andtakinguponmetowriteindifferentlyofwhatevercomesintomyhead,andthereinmakinguseofnothingbutmyownproperandnaturalmeans,ifitbefallme,asoft—
timesitdoes,accidentallytomeetinanygoodauthor,thesameheadsandcommonplacesuponwhichIhaveattemptedtowrite(asIdidbutjustnowinPlutarch’s\"DiscourseoftheForceofImagination\"),toseemyselfsoweakandsoforlorn,soheavyandsoflat,incomparisonofthosebetterwriters,Iatoncepityordespisemyself。YetdoIpleasemyselfwiththis,thatmyopinionshaveoftenthehonourandgoodfortunetojumpwiththeirs,andthatIgointhesamepath,thoughataverygreatdistance,andcansay,\"Ah,thatisso。\"IamfarthersatisfiedtofindthatIhaveaquality,whicheveryoneisnotblessedwithal,whichis,todiscernthevastdifferencebetweenthemandme;andnotwithstandingallthat,suffermyowninventions,lowandfeebleastheyare,torunonintheircareer,withoutmendingorplasteringupthedefectsthatthiscomparisonhaslaidopentomyownview。And,inplaintruth,amanhadneedofagoodstrongbacktokeeppacewiththesepeople。Theindiscreetscribblersofourtimes,who,amongsttheirlaboriousnothings,insertwholesectionsandpagesoutofancientauthors,withadesign,bythatmeans,toillustratetheirownwritings,doquitecontrary;forthisinfinitedissimilitudeofornamentsrendersthecomplexionoftheirowncompositionssosallowanddeformed,thattheylosemuchmorethantheyget。
Thephilosophers,ChrysippusandEpicurus,wereinthisoftwoquitecontraryhumours:thefirstnotonlyinhisbooksmixedpassagesandsayingsofotherauthors,butentirepieces,and,inone,thewholeMedeaofEuripides;whichgaveApollodorusoccasiontosay,thatshouldamanpickoutofhiswritingsallthatwasnoneofhis,hewouldleavehimnothingbutblankpaper:whereasthelatter,quiteonthecontrary,inthreehundredvolumesthatheleftbehindhim,hasnotsomuchasonequotation。——[DiogenesLaertius,LivesofChyysippus,vii。181,andEpicurus,x。26。]
Ihappenedtheotherdayuponthispieceoffortune;IwasreadingaFrenchbook,whereafterIhadalongtimerundreamingoveragreatmanywords,sodull,soinsipid,sovoidofallwitorcommonsense,thatindeedtheywereonlyFrenchwords:afteralongandtedioustravel,I