Whenshelefthim,histhoughtwasjustatired:’Well,soit’sbegunagain!’Whatdiditmatter,sincecommonloyaltyandcompassioncuthimofffromwhathisheartdesired;andthatdesirewasabsurd,aslittlelikelyofattainmentasthemoon。Whatdiditmatter?Ifitgaveheranypleasuretolovehim,letitgoon!Yet,allthetimethathewaswalkingacrossundertheplanetrees,Noelseemedtowalkinfrontofhim,justoutofreach,sothatheachedwiththethoughtthathewouldnevercatchherup,andwalkbesideher。
Twodayslater,onreachinghisroomsintheevening,hefoundthisletteronship’snote—paper,withthePlymouthpostmark\"Faretheewell,andifforever,Thenforeverfaretheewell\"
\"Leila\"
Hereaditwithareallyhorriblefeeling,foralltheworldasifhehadbeenaccusedofacrimeanddidnotknowwhetherhehadcommitteditornot。And,tryingtocollecthisthoughts,hetookacabanddrovetoherfiat。Itwasclosed,butheraddresswasgivenhim;abankinCapeTown。Hehadreceivedhisrelease。Inhisremorseandrelief,soconfusingandsopoignant,heheardthedriverofthecabaskingwherehewantedtogonow。\"Oh,backagain!\"Butbeforetheyhadgoneamilehecorrectedtheaddress,inanimpulseofwhichnextmomenthefeltthoroughlyashamed。Whathewasdoingindeed,wasasindecentasifheweredrivingfromthefuneralofhiswifetotheboudoirofanotherwoman。WhenhereachedtheoldSquare,andthewords\"Tolet\"staredhimintheface,hefeltacuriousrelief,thoughitmeantthathewouldnotseeherwhomtoseefortenminuteshefelthewouldgiveayearoflife。Dismissinghiscab,hestooddebatingwhethertoringthebell。Thesightofamaid’sfaceatthewindowdecidedhim。Mr。Piersonwasout,andtheyoungladieswereaway。HeaskedforMrs。Laird’saddress,andturnedaway,almostintothearmsofPiersonhimself。Thegreetingwasstiffandstrange。’DoesheknowthatLeila’sgone?’hethought。’Ifso,hemustthinkmethemostawfulskunk。AndamI?AmI?’
Whenhereachedhome,hesatdowntowritetoLeila。Buthavingstaredatthepaperforanhourandwrittenthesethreelines\"MYDEARLEILA,\"IcannotexpresstoyouthefeelingswithwhichIreceivedyourletter——\"