Itwassomuchmoreregularandnaturallikethat,and\"her\"babyinvestedwithhisproperdignity。Shewentdownstairstogeta\"cupo’tea,\"thinking:’Apicturetheymake——thattheydo,blesshislittleheart;andhisprettylittlemother——nomorethanachild,allsaidanddone。’
Noelhadbeenstandingtheresomeminutesinthefailinglight,absorbedinthefaceofthesleepingbaby,when,raisinghereyes,shesawinamirrortherefectionofherfather’sdarkfigurebythedoor。Shecouldhearhimbreathingasiftheascentofthestairshadtiredhim;andmovingtotheheadofthecot,sherestedherhandonit,andturnedherfacetowardshim。Hecameupandstoodbesideher,lookingsilentlydownatthebaby。ShesawhimmakethesignoftheCrossaboveit,andthemovementofhislipsinprayer。Loveforherfather,andrebellionagainstthisintercessionforherperfectbabyfoughtsohardinthegirl’sheartthatshefeltsuffocated,andgladofthedark,sothathecouldnotseehereyes。
Thenhetookherhandandputittohislips,butstillwithoutaword;andforthelifeofhershecouldnotspeakeither。Insilence,hekissedherforehead;andtheremountedinNoelasuddenpassionoflongingtoshowhimherprideandloveforherbaby。Sheputherfingerdownandtouchedoneofhishands。Thetinysleepingfingersuncurledand,likesomelittleseaanemone,clutchedroundit。Sheheardherfatherdrawhisbreathin;sawhimturnawayquickly,silently,andgoout。Andshestayed,hardlybreathing,withthehandofherbabysqueezingherfinger。
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