Thenswiftly,inaflamethatdrencheddownherbodylikefluidlightningandgaveheraperfect,unutterableconsummation,unutterablesatisfaction,shebroughtdowntheballofjewelstonewithallherforce,crashonhishead。Butherfingerswereinthewayanddeadenedtheblow。Nevertheless,downwenthisheadonthetableonwhichhisbooklay,thestoneslidasideandoverhisear,itwasoneconvulsionofpureblissforher,litupbythecrushedpainofherfingers。Butitwasnotsomehowcomplete。Sheliftedherarmhightoaimoncemore,straightdownontheheadthatlaydazedonthetable。Shemustsmashit,itmustbesmashedbeforeherecstasywasconsummated,fulfilledforever。Athousandlives,athousanddeathsmatterednothingnow,onlythefulfilmentofthisperfectecstasy。
Shewasnotswift,shecouldonlymoveslowly。Astrongspiritinhimwokehimandmadehimlifthisfaceandtwisttolookather。Herarmwasraised,thehandclaspingtheballoflapislazuli。Itwasherlefthand,herealisedagainwithhorrorthatshewasleft—handed。Hurriedly,withaburrowingmotion,hecoveredhisheadunderthethickvolumeofThucydides,andtheblowcamedown,almostbreakinghisneck,andshatteringhisheart。
Hewasshattered,buthewasnotafraid。Twistingroundtofaceherhepushedthetableoverandgotawayfromher。Hewaslikeaflaskthatissmashedtoatoms,heseemedtohimselfthathewasallfragments,smashedtobits。Yethismovementswereperfectlycoherentandclear,hissoulwasentireandunsurprised。
`Noyoudon\'t,Hermione,\'hesaidinalowvoice。`Idon\'tletyou。\'
Hesawherstandingtallandlividandattentive,thestoneclenchedtenseinherhand。