“Iamcometoseehowyouarespendingyourholiday,”hesaid。“Not,Ihope,inthought?No,thatiswell:whileyoudrawyouwillnotfeellonely。Yousee,Imistrustyoustill,thoughyouhaveborneupwonderfullysofar。Ihavebroughtyouabookforeveningsolace,”andhelaidonthetableanewpublication—apoem:oneofthosegenuineproductionssooftenvouchsafedtothefortunatepublicofthosedays—thegoldenageofmodernliterature。Alas!thereadersofoureraarelessfavoured。Butcourage!Iwillnotpauseeithertoaccuseorrepine。Iknowpoetryisnotdead,norgeniuslost;norhasMammongainedpowerovereither,tobindorslay:theywillbothasserttheirexistence,theirpresence,theirlibertyandstrengthagainoneday。Powerfulangels,safeinheaven!theysmilewhensordidsoulstriumph,andfeebleonesweepovertheirdestruction。Poetrydestroyed?Geniusbanished?No!Mediocrity,no:donotletenvypromptyoutothethought。No;theynotonlylive,butreignandredeem:andwithouttheirdivineinfluencespreadeverywhere,youwouldbeinhell—thehellofyourownmeanness。
WhileIwaseagerlyglancingatthebrightpagesof“Marmion”(for“Marmion”itwas),St。Johnstoopedtoexaminemydrawing。Histallfiguresprangerectagainwithastart:hesaidnothing。Ilookedupathim:heshunnedmyeye。Iknewhisthoughtswell,andcouldreadhisheartplainly;atthemomentIfeltcalmerandcoolerthanhe:Ihadthentemporarilytheadvantageofhim,andIconceivedaninclinationtodohimsomegood,ifIcould。
“Withallhisfirmnessandself—control,”thoughtI,“hetaskshimselftoofar:lockseveryfeelingandpangwithin—expresses,confesses,impartsnothing。IamsureitwouldbenefithimtotalkalittleaboutthissweetRosamond,whomhethinksheoughtnottomarry:Iwillmakehimtalk。”
Isaidfirst,“Takeachair,Mr。Rivers。”Butheanswered,ashealwaysdid,thathecouldnotstay。“Verywell,”Iresponded,mentally,“standifyoulike;butyoushallnotgojustyet,Iamdetermined:solitudeisatleastasbadforyouasitisforme。I’lltryifIcannotdiscoverthesecretspringofyourconfidence,andfindanapertureinthatmarblebreastthroughwhichIcanshedonedropofthebalmofsympathy。”
“Isthisportraitlike?”Iaskedbluntly。