`Iamnotsurprisedatthat,\'wasthereply。`SomedayUtterson,afterIamdead,youmayperhapscometolearntherightandwrongofthis。I
cannottellyou。Andinthemeantime,ifyoucansitandtalkwithmeofotherthingsforGod\'ssake,stayanddoso;butifyoucannotkeepclearofthisaccursedtopic,then,inGod\'sname,go,forcannotbearit。\'
Assoonashegothome,UttersonsatdownandwrotetoJekyll,complainingofhisexclusionfromthehouseandaskingthecauseofthisunhappybreakwithLanyonandthenextdaybroughthimalonganswer,oftenyenpatheticallyworded,andsometimesdarklymysterious\'indrift。ThequarrelwithLanyonwasincurable。`Idonoblameouroldfriend,\'Jekyllwrote,`butIsharehisviewthatwemustnevermeet。Imeanfromhenceforthtoleadalifeofextremeseclusion;youmustnotbesurprised,nomustyoudoubtmyfriendship,ifmydoorisoftenshuteventoyou。YoumustsuffermetogomyowndarkwayIhavebroughtonmyselfapunishmentandadangerthatIcannotname。
IfIamthechiefofsinners,Iamthechiefofsufferersalso。Icouldnotthinkthatthisearthcontainedaplaceforsufferingsandterrorssounmanningandyoucandobutonething,Utterson,tolightenthisdestiny,andthatistorespectmysilence。\'Uttersonwasamazed;thedarkinfluenceofHydehadbeenwithdrawn,thedoctorhadreturnedtohisoldtasksandamities;aweekago,theprospecthadsmiledwitheverypromiseofacheerfulandanhonouredage;andnowinamoment,friendshipandpeaceofmindandthewholetenorofhislifewerewrecked。Sogreatandunpreparedachangepointedtomadness;butinviewofLanyon\'smannerandwords,theremustlieforitsomedeeperground。
AweekafterwardsDrLanyontooktohisbed,andinsomethinglessthanafortnighthewasdead。Thenightafterthefuneral,atwhichhehadbeensadlyaffected,Uttersonlockedthedoorofhisbusinessroom,andsittingtherebythelightofamelancholycandle,drewoutandsetbeforehimanenvelopeaddressedbythehandandsealedwiththesealofhisdeadfriend。`PRIVATE:forthehandsofJ。G。UttersonALONE,andincaseofhispredeceasetobedestroyedunread,\'soitwasemphaticallysuperscribed;