Ourdevotionwasamixedandcasualsentiment,seldomverballyexpressed,orsolicitouslysought,orcarefullyretained。Inthemidstofpresentenjoyment,nothoughtwasbestowedonthefuture。Asaconsolationincalamityreligionisdear。Butcalamitywasyetatadistance,anditsonlytendencywastoheightenenjoymentswhichneedednotthisadditiontosatisfyeverycraving。
Mybrother\'ssituationwassomewhatdifferent。Hisdeportmentwasgrave,considerate,andthoughtful。Iwillnotsaywhetherhewasindebtedtosublimerviewsforthisdisposition。Humanlife,inhisopinion,wasmadeupofchangeableelements,andtheprinciplesofdutywerenoteasilyunfolded。Thefuture,eitherasanterior,orsubsequenttodeath,wasascenethatrequiredsomepreparationandprovisiontobemadeforit。Thesepositionswecouldnotdeny,butwhatdistinguishedhimwasapropensitytoruminateonthesetruths。
Theimagesthatvisiteduswereblithsomeandgay,butthosewithwhichhewasmostfamiliarwereofanoppositehue。Theydidnotgenerateafflictionandfear,buttheydiffusedoverhisbehaviouracertainairofforethoughtandsobriety。Theprincipaleffectofthistemperwasvisibleinhisfeaturesandtones。These,ingeneral,bespokeasortofthrillingmelancholy。Iscarcelyeverknewhimtolaugh。Heneveraccompaniedthelawlessmirthofhiscompanionswithmorethanasmile,buthisconductwasthesameasours。
Hepartookofouroccupationsandamusementswithazealnotlessthanours,butofadifferentkind。Thediversityinourtemperwasnevertheparentofdiscord,andwasscarcelyatopicofregret。Thescenewasvariegated,butnottarnishedordisorderedbyit。Ithinderedtheelementinwhichwemovedfromstagnating。Someagitationandconcussionisrequisitetothedueexerciseofhumanunderstanding。Inhisstudies,hepursuedanaustererandmorearduouspath。Hewasmuchconversantwiththehistoryofreligiousopinions,andtookpainstoascertaintheirvalidity。Hedeemeditindispensabletoexaminethegroundofhisbelief,tosettletherelationbetweenmotivesandactions,thecriterionofmerit,andthekindsandpropertiesofevidence。
Therewasanobviousresemblancebetweenhimandmyfather,intheirconceptionsoftheimportanceofcertaintopics,andinthelightinwhichthevicissitudesofhumanlifewereaccustomedtobeviewed。Theircharactersweresimilar,butthemindofthesonwasenrichedbyscience,andembellishedwithliterature。