Sadnessorgladness,itallcomestomethroughyou。ThehopeofsuccessalwayscarriesmebacktothedayfollowingthatoneonwhichIsawyouforthefirsttime,whenmylifebecameonewithyoursastheearthturnstothelight。/Qualpianto/aretheseelevenyears,forthisisthe26thofDecember,theanniversaryofmyarrivalatyourvillaontheLakeofGeneva。ForelevenyearshaveIbeencryingtoyou,whileyoushinelikeastarsettoohighformantoreachit。
\"27th。
\"No,dearest,donotgotoMilan;stayatBelgirate。Milanterrifiesme。IdonotlikethatodiousMilanesefashionofchattingattheScalaeveryeveningwithadozenpersons,amongwhomitishardifnoonesayssomethingsweet。Tomesolitudeislikethelumpofamberinwhoseheartaninsectlivesforeverinunchangingbeauty。Thustheheartandsoulofawomanremainspureandunalteredintheformoftheirfirstyouth。Isitthe/Tedeschi/thatyouregret?
\"28th。
\"Isyourstatuenevertobefinished?Ishouldwishtohaveyouinmarble,inpainting,inminiature,ineverypossibleform,tobeguilemyimpatience。IstillamwaitingfortheviewofBelgiratefromthesouth,andthatofthebalcony;theseareallthatInowlack。Iamsoextremelybusythatto-dayIcanonlywriteyounothing——butthatnothingiseverything。WasitnotofnothingthatGodmadetheworld?Thatnothingisaword,God\'sword:Iloveyou!