Shelookeddownandsighed;andtheypassedoutofthecrumblingoldplace,andslowlycrossedtothechurchyardentrance。Knightwasnothimself,andhecouldnotpretendtobe。Shehadnottoldall。
Hesupportedherlightlyoverthestile,andwaspracticallyasattentiveasalovercouldbe。Buttherehadpassedawayaglory,andthedreamwasnotasithadbeenofyore。PerhapsKnightwasnotshapedbyNatureforamarryingman。Perhapshislifelongconstrainttowardswomen,whichhehadattributedtoaccident,wasnotchanceafterall,butthenaturalresultofinstinctiveactssominuteastobeundiscernibleevenbyhimself。Orwhethertheroughdispellingofanybrightillusion,howeverimaginative,depreciatestherealandunexaggeratedbrightnesswhichappertainstoitsbasis,onecannotsay。CertainitwasthatKnight\'sdisappointmentatfindinghimselfsecondorthirdinthefield,atElfride\'smomentaryequivoque,andatherreluctancetobecandid,broughthimtothevergeofcynicism。
ChapterXXXIII
\'OdaughterofBabylon,wastedwithmisery。\'
AhabitofKnight\'s,whennotimmediatelyoccupiedwithElfride——